Make No Effort, Make No Happiness

why do you care? why do you even bother trying to be my friend? why do you want to be my friend? why have you been leading me on for two years? do you know how much pain im in every time you talk to me? did you ever like me the way you said you did? to you ever even think about me or my feelings? where did the kind of things we used to talk about go? why cant i have those back? why dont you wanna talk to me about regular stuff anymore? WHY CANT WE GO BACK TO THE BEGINNING WHERE IT ALL STARTED AND JUST BE FRIENDS AND NEVER LET THAT CHANGE?

DO YOU CARE HOW I FEEL AT ALL?

cuz right now all you seem to care about is yourself and that doesnt work for me anymore!

its been two years, two painful years. full of meaningful conversations and what i thought was feelings. how do you tell me that you love me and then the next day you dont then a couple months later you do again and tell me that if i break up with my current boyfriend cuz youd never forget our one year anniversary like he did. you would never treat me like shit the way he did. except i believed you and i did it. So i tell you that im ready for what iv always wanted. and now you say the distance it too much…….. i live a half hour away and i come to your town everyday!!!!!!!!!!! so i let it go and just let you go out of my live and forgot all about you. and yet you come back and infect my life again and again after i figure out different ways to get over you and move on…… guess what im out of things to do to make me forget and now your just stuck in my head day in and day out. i wish you knew how much i love you and the fucked up thing is i think you do but you just dont care. DONT TELL ME YOU LIKE ME AND WANNA BE WITH ME IF YOU DONT AND EVEN IF YOU DO DONT SAY IT UNLESS YOUR GUNNA FOLLOW THROUGH. I DONT HAVE ROOM FOR PART TIME PEOPLE IN MY LIFE ANYMORE!